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"...if Aaron is what makes you open up then good, but if Aaron's not in a place where he wants something you want, you are going to have to be the one to change that from a burden to a gateway to a new world, and you can have that new world be one of plastic bags in the wind if you make it, but you're going to have to make it. feeling dark and lonely and sad isn't going to do that." 7122012 Charlie

A comprehensive biography, "Heavier than Heaven" was written by Charles Cross. Cobain was once quoted as saying, "Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are. I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not".

You are free now. But you don't want to be free anymore, and you wish for someone to lock you away. To hide you in the closet like dirty skeleton/secret and let you out only on special occasions. This freedom is too much and this world is too big.